• 9:50 pm, Saturday, December 25, 2010
Block leave How long has it been since i last came here... NS has wasted enough of my time... I really dunno wat my life is for... I cant find any meaning to it now... I have always been escaping from something... Escape into my games, my animes... I dun know wat i am doing everytime now... I am leading a very boring life now... Nothing to fight for nothing to live for... The only thing that kept me going is my parents... If they were to leave me i lost everything... People may think i am weird always listening to my parents like some mama boy but nobody understands me... Understand wat i have been through last time... Perhaps some of those fault lies in me that i admit but wat am i suppose to do that will please everybody? Who do i blame for not being rich and need to save? I will never blame my parents for not being rich... They are the once who brought me here with food and lodging... But this world is so practical... No $ no talk... I am 21 yet i dun feel 21... I have got a fuck up mind and thinking until i dun know wat i am doing till now... Anyone?? Can anyone save me??????
FUCK UP



