Ciaosu!

• 12:52 am, Monday, January 25, 2010

Seriously whats wrong with me...

Tmr sch again sia... WTH... Nvm... Ard 2 to 3 wks more then can start to relax alrdy... (purposely trying to avoid exam... >.<) The past few wks is not a gd thing for me... Nothing is going my way the moment the semester starts... Everything i do defintely have a problem to it... Haiz... Now i gt 2 C sia... Just how much will it pull my grade down... I really need to buck up... Still gt a damn uni to go... Thats provided i can go in... Haiz... Just how many years more before i can stop studying? I wanna relax... Play... Go out with friends... I have never felt this way b4 nt until i went to beijing with my friends... Made me realise how lock up and emo i am last time... But that is the 1st and probably the last time i am allowed to go overseas with my friends... Unless there is any chance of studying trip again as an exception... I lead a pretty boring life for the past 20 yrs... Last yr is the most exciting year of my 20 yrs of life... But misfortune comes after fortune so now everything is going against me la... Luckily i am use to it... Sometimes i do think that maybe i should not know them at all... Then now i wun be thinking so much about how to always go against my parents... haha... Not that i like them to control my life... But i am seriously too use to being myself... Even if they let me go 50% of the time i wun want to go... Haiz... Ok la... Maybe i am too tired... Babbling all this nonsense... Gdnites!!!!!!!!!!