Ciaosu!

• 11:12 am, Saturday, July 04, 2009

Yo... I am back after half a year... haha... Right now i am in Beijing... If i want to summarise everything, i change alot during this trip. I was like i wasnt myself at all. I laugh like i never laugh b4. I drink like i never drink b4. I made friends which i had never had such an experience b4 during my past few years. As in i never expected to be like that when i came to this trip. I thought i was going to be emo again whereever i go. People will just come to be for the sake of themself in project and coding. I was really sad will ppl come to me for that sheer motive but i always pretend that haiz... forget it man. Thats the only thing i am good at. Friends are all like that. Is so hard for me to accept ppl as a real friend. But then this trip in beijing i begin to actually start to understand abit of myself. Then i realise i actually dunno myself as i refuse to accept myself. Haiz... I even need ppl to pinpoint out wat i was always thinking myself. At least i got a confider that i can speak to. hahaha.... To understand myself in turn can get to understand other ppl better too... I will stop here for now. My story will just continue from here... hahaha...