Ciaosu!

• 8:19 pm, Monday, April 28, 2008

Today is another tiring day at school. I realise that i really am weak at thinking of ideas. My group has a person good at leading the team. Thats when i realise i am weak. The group can keep thinking up good ideas for the project. Well, i am just sitting there and what can i do? I cannot think of a damn thing that is creative enough to help the team.

At home i always wanted to force myself to do my homework but in the end my lazyness made me watch anime again. I always delay myself and say after this episode i will do. I will study. In the end i watch all the way to 12 midnight and still haven do a shit. Seems like i have no way to get rid of my lazyness of myself. I am lazy lazy and lazy. I know i am always looking at the negative side of life. I dont know why i cannot look positively.

I mean i am like an alien. I can never bring myself to the lifes of others who can enjoy life to the fullest. I can only sit infront of the computer. Thinking of impossible dreams and everything. I am just myself. I cannot bring myself to change to match others. I hate to compare myself to others but i still do and i think everyone do. I dont know why i am writing all these but maybe i had nothing better to do......

Ok. Enough things for now. I have to do my tutorial and my project now. Or else i wont finish in time again. But maybe i can watch 1 episode of my anime again.... Nononono!! Cannot! Must finish work first. Ok bye! FIGHT!!

Lesson learn : Do work first before anime or work will never be done.
Lesson not learn: Dont be so lazy, treat things more seriously....